The Life Cycle

I know I already posted today but some days I have a lot to say.  I want to explain to everyone why I am not upset about the accident.  At first I was kind of upset but that did not last long.  I see the wreck as being fate.  Not that I think that bad things happen to me in general.  I see it as if I did not get hurt then five or ten other people would have gotten hurt.  Life and death is like the seasons and nature.  There is a time for everything.  I feel like if you mess with that order of life then you will be responsible for other people getting hurt.  For example I was watching Supernatural the other night and one of the main characters had to be death for a day.  There was a little girl that heart problems that he had to take out.  He battled internally over whether or not to take her.  So he decided to let her live.  When he did the nurse that was taking care of her was brought into the ER and he was to supposed to out her.  He ended up having to out five or six other people because he would not out the girl.  He finally realized if he would have taken her out to begin with all those other people would not have died.  He ended up taking her in the end.  But he learned that there is a time for everything.  And if you mess with that order you do not know what or who will end up getting up instead.  So the point I am trying to make is that if would have not been in that wreck five or six other people could have gotten hurt.  What I am trying to say is that is was my time to get hurt and if I would have messed with that I do not know what would have happened.  It is kind of like a chain reaction.  I am glad I was not hurt anymore that I was.  My wounds will heal too.  Yes, it was and still is hard to deal with but I would rather deal with this than feel responsible for other people getting hurt.