Friday, May 6, 2011

Surgery

I finally have a surgery date.  May 10th. Next Tuesday.  I am so glad to get it done.  Its taken almost a year just to get the plate put in.  I still don't understand why they didn't put it in to begin with.  I am so tired of sitting at home all the time.  I am literally bored to death.  I am so tired of being here.  I have so many things I want to do.  I want to get out of this state.  I wish I could move to a tropical place.  I guess I am stuck here till I go back to work.  I can't wait to go back to work, school, and normal activities.  I want to be able to drive again too.  And not have to rely on others to take me places.  I am very grateful that I have had people to take me all the places I have needed to go.  I am glad that my family, Nick, and my friends have put up with me while going through all this.  I am just ready to start working on my bucket list.  I want to travel the world and have children and all that.  So I am finally glad that I can start living my life again.  Once I get the plate on I can move on with my life.  I will not be on house arrest anymore either.  I just have to get through this surgery.  I am not nervous about this surgery.  I guess because I have has so many surgeries now I have gotten used to it.  I will be freed finally from the cage of my brain injury Tuesday!