Thursday, January 13, 2011

I Will Breathe Again!

I am starting to feel somewhat normal now.  There are some things that are little off.  But for the most part everything feels somewhat normal.  I have surgery to re section my windpipe the 21st of this month.  So hopefully I will be able to breathe again.  My breathing is the same still but its not getting any better.  And hopefully I will have the plate put in soon also.  I am going to get to volunteer at my Dad's school soon.  I can not wait.  I want to work with the special education teacher.  I really want to go into special education now.  If you would have asked me two years ago I would have been like I  will never teach special education.  But now that is what I want to teach.  Its funny how much one can change in just a couple of years.  I am glad I have changed but  I hate that it took this happening to me for me to change my perspective.   I am just getting cabin fever sitting in the house all the time.  Especially since the ice storm.  I have been iced in.  I have gotten to leave the house once since the ice storm.  I get to leave the house again today.  Nick is taking me to see movies today.  Polka Dot is sweet today.  I love the way he looks at me.  He looks at me like I am his mom.  I am glad I have my cats.  If I did not have them I would go crazy.  The cats are like people now to me.  So  I can not wait to start volunteering.  It will be good for me to be around real people.  The cats are very entertaining  to be around them a lot now.  They  chase, run, and play all day long.  Sabrina says in the T.V. room with me all day long.  The others sleep off and on during the day.  I love my cats.  They are my co-workers, class mates, and friends.  I am happy  I have complains While everyone at work.  I cannot wait till they do the surgery.  I will finally be able to breathe again.   and I cannot wait till they get the plate in.  I will finally be able to go back to school.  I am just ready to be done with school.  I finally caught up on my live text.  I have all the classes I have taken  assignments posted.  So now I just have to classes I have to take assignments to post.  I am glad to have that checked off my list.

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