Its been a long time

So I would be graduating in 6 weeks but I will not be because of my bad luck.  But instead I am on house arrest still.  I can't do anything because I still don't have a plate in.  I am still waiting to hear from SSI.  I probably won't get it because I am not retarded enough.  The truth is that the government does not want anyone getting it because its more money they have to give away.  Its really screwed up the way the government works.  They don't want to help anyone.  So if you get disables you can count on the government not wanting to help.  They want a one cent tax to help build whatever they think they need but when someone gets disabled they come up with an excuse for you not to get it.  I wish I could go into politics because I would change a lot of that.  I am just one person who was disabled and see how it has effected me.  Imagine all the people that get disabled for life not just temporary disabled.  They can never work or do anything.  I will be able to go back to school in August and go back to work next August if I can get a job.  So its retarded how our government works.  The president and all the famous politicians can go on expensive vacations and I am stuck not being able to pay my medical bill.  Something is not right with that picture.  So hopefully they will give me an answer soon and if I don't get it I can go back to work.  Maybe I can be a stripper to pay for college.  Really I would never do that.  That is just gross.  But I would love to go back to my office job.  I miss the job and the people.  I miss school too.  I am so tired of sitting at home all the time.  So we are looking at late April to have the plate put in.  So I have 2 more months left of house arrest. And I will be able to get out of the house again.   And I can go back to work if I can't get SSI.  Which I won't probably get.  If I do go back to work its going to be difficult because there are so many things I can't do.  So I will be stuck in a office room away from the patients.  So hopefully things will look up for me after all this.  Hopefully I will have good luck after all this for the rest of my life.