Fall Wedding

     So I really have not been up to anything.  I sit at home all the time now.  So I just find things to keep me busy.  You know that saying "idol hands are the devils playground."  So I always try to keep busy.  I am starting to study for the GACE.  I figure I will need a couple of times of taking the test now.  I might even pass it on the first try.  That might be true for the General Edu, because the first GACE test I took was easy and it is about the same stuff with some new stuff.  So we will have to see. 
     I am making a list everyday now to make sure I get everything done.  I have so much I need to be working on, I need to make list to remind me what I need to get done.  I am enjoying spending all the time with the cats.  I am going to miss it when I can't spend a lot of time with them.  I really love spending time with my cats.  I especially love spending time with Polka Dot, Salem, and Felix.  Those are my  three favorite boys.  They love spending time with me too I think.  They act like it too.
     So we have finally set a date.  October 1st this year.  I know it is a year early but it really is not really that early because we were planning this year before the accident.  I am really excited.  Nick is really excited too.  So I have a lot to get done.  I have 6 more months to go.  So I have a lot to do before then.  I already had a lot of stuff done before we decided on a date.  We decided this year because of the year I have had.  It has been a rough year  for us.  Thankfully it keeps getting better.  I have one more surgery to go then I out of the clear for all of the surgeries.  So it will be a good ending for the year.  After the rough couple of years its been so it will be a good ending to the year.     
 

Its been a long time

So I would be graduating in 6 weeks but I will not be because of my bad luck.  But instead I am on house arrest still.  I can't do anything because I still don't have a plate in.  I am still waiting to hear from SSI.  I probably won't get it because I am not retarded enough.  The truth is that the government does not want anyone getting it because its more money they have to give away.  Its really screwed up the way the government works.  They don't want to help anyone.  So if you get disables you can count on the government not wanting to help.  They want a one cent tax to help build whatever they think they need but when someone gets disabled they come up with an excuse for you not to get it.  I wish I could go into politics because I would change a lot of that.  I am just one person who was disabled and see how it has effected me.  Imagine all the people that get disabled for life not just temporary disabled.  They can never work or do anything.  I will be able to go back to school in August and go back to work next August if I can get a job.  So its retarded how our government works.  The president and all the famous politicians can go on expensive vacations and I am stuck not being able to pay my medical bill.  Something is not right with that picture.  So hopefully they will give me an answer soon and if I don't get it I can go back to work.  Maybe I can be a stripper to pay for college.  Really I would never do that.  That is just gross.  But I would love to go back to my office job.  I miss the job and the people.  I miss school too.  I am so tired of sitting at home all the time.  So we are looking at late April to have the plate put in.  So I have 2 more months left of house arrest. And I will be able to get out of the house again.   And I can go back to work if I can't get SSI.  Which I won't probably get.  If I do go back to work its going to be difficult because there are so many things I can't do.  So I will be stuck in a office room away from the patients.  So hopefully things will look up for me after all this.  Hopefully I will have good luck after all this for the rest of my life.